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The first timeIt was at the early winter of 29 years old to experience the spirit drinking. The company is sent in the age the clerk in the moving previous company has sent plain goodwill to me though it moved. I was talked to as what, and when it is a fatal meeting to surroundings, it made it public, and it bubbled over and it turned neglecting work it. Her casual grudge was bought, and the clerk came to receive annoying from the superior and colleagues variously this time though I that it was made hearing the attention necessary dared not to throw off, and he or she treated suitably. Superiors were not able to feel like doing there by the female other party because it was not possible to note by the director (woman) from whom the clerk was taking the lead in the company there, too, and I also went out of the mouth the hand, and were enduring quietly. ..the woman.. having ..the dislike.. escalates more and more however, murderous intent has budded though I am Tan ..becoming it.. Carateki a little. There was confidence only of forestalling the police if the homicide technique was variously researched in the research of combative sports, and I whom the climb novel also had variously read did in premeditation even if I perpetrated a crime. It came to be thought that made the plan for the time being though it was not clear whether killed really it was a day when. A certain night. I who attached ..strange atmosphere.. awoke by chance at comparatively early time sleep. A man is sitting down on the chest when opening one's eyes. A man who looked like being unpleasant indescribable brandishes the one like the ice pick, and it looks down at me while Niyaniyaing and laughing. Anger that was more severe than fear ruled my mind. It did very much or the body encounters the be tied down, and it doesn't move at all though it tries to move the body when instantly attacking it. The man doesn't stop the Niyaniya laughter though I who raged stare at the man and apply it. In addition, I with whom it was angry keep staring while trying to manage to move the body. The image of the lethal weapon that has it in the man's hand starts thinning gradually, and it disappearing while facing it. The lethal weapon seems to thin, .... to recover gradually free of my body, and to have moved the right hand. The freedom of the right hand was felt to recover when the lethal weapon disappeared completely, and Tecatana was driven in to the man at a dash. The appearance of a man at the moment who saw it disappears when Tecatana was driven, and I have recovered the freedom of the body. I who had thought that it had entered it whether what it was a burglar or it after it had sat down in the blank surprise and the place for a while confirmed everything saw the door well-set of the clan, turned, and was locked, opened, confirmed all doors all over the room of 1LDK in addition, and, in addition, checked even the ceiling. However, there are not signs of what invasion either. It was noticed that the man was a ghost only after that time came, and kept aghast. It tried to cool the excitement for anger and fear and to sleep still though it doesn't do because it manages to have been work the next day. The light cannot be indeed turned off. It was not the one at all that was able to sleep either, and all lights were turned off and I who had decided on when having gone out attached to sleep when going out about 30 minutes finally ..the agony.. though I tried to sleep turning on clan's light. After all, it did not happen any more on that night. It was a surprise that I without relation to the spirit experience (Thought) suddenly experienced a strong spirit till then. A man who had come out on that night seemed a soul because of close resemblance of the expression to possess to the woman of the clerk who had been variously annoying it to me. If it will not be made to be done because the object by which the soul possesses it is lost, and it becomes a panel to turn back to the hell if I kill the woman, it seems that it came to me to warn. It stopped in the body that did it, and possessed it to a low soul oppositely this time and I stopped killing because it was though I did not think getting busted easily of feeling the hesitation for killing, and killing either. The man has come out from it several months after. The lethal weapon was not this time obtained though the minute description was not able to be done because the memory had weakened. It disappeared after it similarly faced at that time, and it did for a while. I think the excitement to be attached to sleep comparatively early too much at that time when becoming the second. It comes frequently to encounter the be tied down after there is such an experience, and it will super-experience as described in the another paragraph. Because the grandfather dies before doing the experience, and the grandfather was doing old Shintoism ardently, thinking for the grandfather's death to have brought some influences doesn't become possible. Is it meant by warning how of it becoming it if it did to not killing etc. , is a barrier that dared to be spiritual removed, is the woman's possession soul made to appear, and did it warn? Certain was noticed while recalling this experience many times repeatedly afterwards. The soul is an energy body, and the one to be called a mental energy body. In view of having disappeared with Tecatana U after it had faced it, it was possible to oppose it by mental energy of me who had forged by combative sports. After it was possible to have thought so, fear of the soul became not stronger than former. It is for the time being because it is understood to oppose the soul. When making me ..the dislike.. continued afterwards, and was declared to be "Kill" deliberately by me who was not able to have been the very stand, the one ..Bibi.. plain was lost though it was the conflicting woman. Interfering with something in me, it omitted it as lodging a complaint with the police at once. It is the Fmeshi one. Because the woman does an arrogant objection to other man employee, and was disliked, all man employees are applause to me. Though the feminine staff had not approached me as it hesitates indeed in the woman. It is deliberate, and whenever it is made the dislike of something, it might be "Kill", and the woman be Bibi considerably. Though appearance indifferent , to other men was taken off on the surface. Moreover, the woman was repeating that it was made to resign when a variety of annoying it to the feminine staff who entered. Still, it was said that the plug-ugly would be set on the female employees who repulsed it and seems to have threatened. The director's who continued so, and loved indeed protecting it, too became impossible, it was made to reshuffle, and, before long, it retired because of the marriage. However, the woman from whom it possesses it to such a soul can not seem to make a happy family at all. Hostility toward me was as usual though the woman had been reinstated after all by director's pull one year later. However, the tyranny like former had disappeared to surroundings. It is likely to have reflected somewhat.
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